Sun day

November 2, 2008

I thought to spend today speaking with Sev. Instead, he faded away, and I sent my children down to the streets to their friends, so that they might choose a trustworthy one or two from among them to help with the funeral arrangements and cooking for wellwishers. Nimaseki has died today, and she had a number of people who wished to come and eat free food and wish her well going into the afterlife.

I do not think I knew her as well as I would have liked. I do not think I have written about her as much as I would like. I think it is selfish that I am more worried about what changes this will mean for me than I am sorry for her. I miss going to temple.

It has taken me far too long, with far too many pauses, to write simple words tonight.

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